2022 to 2024
depicted work
An Emotional Fuck2022This work was brought on by a few conflicting relationships and finding humor in the messy
fall outs. Resembling a middle finger, the animated neon flickers on and off in order to “flip
fuck” the notion of a “fuck you” in it's varied meanings.This piece emerged from confronting deep-seated feelings of inadequacy rooted in childhood trauma. This piece was conceived at a turning point when I recognized the need to release these destructive patterns and embrace life as it is, imperfections and all. I came to understand that life's flaws are what make it compelling, that pursuing some mythical standard of perfection brings nothing but suffering.
Rather than endlessly reworking elements until they met impossible standards, I chose to surrender to the creative process and let the work evolve organically. Instead of using expensive, high-quality materials to validate my self-worth, I embraced whatever was accessible to me, regardless of how it might affect the final outcome.
Ultimately, this piece represents the act of releasing an unattainable ideal and finding beauty in imperfection, celebrating flaws as features rather than failures.
Don't Lose Sight of Hope2024This work responds to the overwhelming darkness of the 2020s and the experience of entering adulthood in a reality where the future feels precarious, shaped by global crises so severe they seem lifted from dystopian science fiction. The piece serves as a reminder that while hope can be difficult to maintain and easy to lose, it remains essential for creating positive change in our world.
The composition features a shooting star set against a heart-shaped sky, evoking the childhood ritual of wishing upon falling stars—those fleeting moments when we believe our deepest desires for transformation might be granted. It's an invitation to keep looking up, to keep believing that change is possible.
Hidden within the work is a quote that translates to "today's tears are tomorrow's strength," drawn from Japanese pop group AKB48. This serves as a gentle reminder that each day eventually ends and tomorrow offers new possibilities, even when the present feels unbearable.
The piece ultimately asks viewers to hold onto hope as both an act of resistance and a necessary tool for survival in uncertain times.
Space for the Inner Child2023This piece emerged from recognizing the critical importance of nurturing a healthy relationship with one's inner child, particularly when that child carries wounds. Left unattended, this internal presence will demand attention through whatever means necessary—often manifesting as impulsive behaviors that can wreak havoc on everything from bank accounts to personal relationships. The wounded inner child will inevitably act out when their needs go unmet.
Maintaining healthy boundaries requires creating intentional space for this relationship and honoring its significance in our psychological landscape. The work materializes this concept through deliberate formal choices: resin functions as a preservative, suggesting the enduring nature of childhood experiences, while the pedestal signals the reverence this relationship deserves. Stars and playful iconography express the inner child's voice and perspective.
The neon element illuminates this bond, demonstrating how properly tended inner child work extends beyond its contained form to positively influence our broader environment and relationships. The piece serves as both reminder and altar—a space to acknowledge the child within while recognizing their power to shape our adult lives.
Good Enough (original)2022Validation2023 This work emerged from my quest to understand validation—what it meant and why I craved it so intensely. While countless reasons existed for this longing, I had always assumed validation was inherently negative until a conversation with my psychiatrist re-framed my perspective. She explained that validation could be beneficial, which left me grappling with the true nature of this feeling I hyperfixate on.
The piece takes the form of Saturn, referencing a celestial body we recognize as a universal presence yet never fully comprehend. In astrology, Saturn governs how we
construct identity through societal ideals, while validation represents our need for societal approval—a force that fundamentally shapes our reality.
The mirrored acrylic surface, strategically blocked by neon elements, explores the tension between internal and external validation. Viewers must navigate around the obstruction to glimpse their reflection, and when they succeed, they encounter the word "Slay"—contemporary slang meaning to perform exceptionally well. It's perhaps the most rewarding yet elegantly simple affirmation available.
So slay.